What the......

I hate people saying me shy. I also hate people saying me quiet (unless Im unusually quiet at that particular time ><). I also hate people saying things which I did not do or saying I did not do things that I did do. Yeh yeh, I know it sounds complicated, but go figure it yourself as Im not gonna explain things here.








Ok, ok. Just Kidding ><

You know what? I just start work at a shop selling tea and on the third day of work, my supervisor told me off for something I did not do. In other words, scold me nothing=.=
You might think that being a part-timer, its normal to be scolded by your supervisor or boss but in this case......... its different. I was so damn pissed off after my supervisor scolded me. And I start complaining it to almost everyone I met. First I complain to one of my co-worker, who is also a part-timer (I think) but she just laugh. I wonder what was so funny and immediately regretted telling her. I was reluctant to tell her actually but she kept pushing me to tell. Then, another one ask me too. I told him too as he also kept pushing=.= and all he do is .... laugh, as well. WTH. But later he also give me some advice which Im very grateful about it. Thanks!!

After work, I rush into my room and told my sister about it. And she is a GREAT LISTENER!! I think she is the BEST listener I have ever met. Thankies!!

I also complain to many people, all being not so understanding. Dont get me wrong, Im not angry with you people, its just that maybe you people also experienced being scold by your supervisors or bosses and dont understand why I am so pissed off about it.

If Im late for work and he scolds me, fine. Im wrong what. If he scolds me when I sit there and do nothing, fine as well. If he scolds me when I did not care to serve the customers that stop by the shop, fine. BUT, the problem is I did not do any of those mentioned just now. And you know what he says about me?

He says
1- Im have no interest in the job.

2- I have no heart in doing anything and just simply come, eat and go. WTF!

3- I never ask any questions regarding to the products, which is mostly tea, tea, TEA.

4- I do not take any initiative to explain the products further to the customers and just say"Oh this is what and what" only. Double WTF!


Seriously, his words just wipe off everything, including the smiles, the mood and the desire to learn and to talk!!! I was sooooooooo totally pissed off that I have to take a break to the toilet to cool myself down! Luckily the toilet was quite far from the shop..... just enough time to cool myself down..

Purlease!!!! I AM THE ONE WHO DO THE MOST OK!!! DO I LOOK LIKE A LAZY PERSON TO YOU!!???? The others just stand there and talk and talk and TALK NON-STOP while I am busy handing out tea or the dried hawthorn fruit or 'san zha' for the customers to try. Oh yeh talking about san zha, if you people are clueless on what is that, let me show you something.



Familar?? Dont tell me you have never seen this famous 'tit-bit' before! Yes, this is 山楂饼 'san zha bing'.
So, the 'san zha' the tea shop is selling is the real fruit, except it is dried and 'pickled' with honey.

Oh, why am I giving free advertisement for the shop? Back to the topic........

HE says I have no interest, takes no initiative, bla bla bla..... eh please la, I HAVE GREAT INTEREST IN TEA AND I ALWAYS ASK QUESTIONS AND TELL YOU WHAT, THIS IS THE FIRST JOB I AM PUTTING 100% FOCUS IN IT OK!!! Other jobs that I done before, all just simply doing things and didnt take initiative to explain things to customers bla bla bla....... IF IM LIKE THAT THEN YOU CAN SCOLD ME BUT THE THING IS IM NOT LIKE THAT ANYMORE!!!! ROAR!!!!!

I just dont understand what he wants.

And till then if you still dont understand why Im so pissed off and still think thats normal, think again;

Do you like people blaming for things you did not do?

Or

Saying things which are untrue about you?

Like my supervisor says I dont take any initiative to learn when Im learning every minute and second?

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