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Ok are you done? Those who dont felt like reading my blog????? Can I start my rants???? Hello? Whatever~~

Something is wrong with me. I dont have the mood to study. Dont have to mood to do tutorials. Dont have the mood to start my lab reports. Now its already the 2nd week of the semester and yet im still in play play holiday mood. Geez. I think i have to have someone to knock my head hard into wall. Wake me up a bit. =.= Even when the lecturers start to say they mark strictly for exams and also lab reports and also start briefing about assignments, i didnt get stressed up AT ALL like i use to. Really something is wrong with me. Did i work too hard for the last semester or what, how come stress doesnt affect me anymore.

And i think im starting to have the so-called 'assignment group leader' phobia. I am starting to find groups in which i have the lowest probability of being selected as group leader. Or best, those who dont select group leader at all. Haha.
And 'run away' from groups which consist of people who ask me to be the group leader just because my English is good. No offence, my dear friend, Huitian. I know you mean good :) Talking about Huitian makes me feel a bit guilty coz I sort of kick her off and join Pei wen's group. And she end up having to be in the group that she does not want to be in. Oh no, dont get me wrong. Its not because of the people i do not want to join that group, its because there is a higher probability of me getting selected as group leader. As i told just now i have had group leader phobia. Its not because of the heavy workload (usually group leaders tend to do much more work than the rest=.=) its because... well i dont know. I just couldn't get rid of the past events that haunts me. Ok ok Im lying. Its because of SOME people in that group I dont want to join that group for assignments. Im a person does things one at a time. If i dont get it done, i dont do the other thing. For example, last semester there is this wonderful subject called English for science and a wonderful tutor teaching us that subject and some wonderful team mates for the assignment which made me quite pissed off and I cant get things done and eventually cant study properly for some quiz which is on the next day and eventually again my results is sooooooooo good=.=

A millions times SWT. Why am I writing about things which i repeated all the time to my friends? =.= They will soon be BORED TO DEATH. Ok byes. Better pen off before someone starts cursing me for wasting their time. ><