English For Science presentation ... Part 2 .. T.T

Friday morning: Final preparation

Skipped morning's 1 hour lecture just to prepare for the presentation. WTF.


Friday afternoon: WTF Presentation

First group to present. Mr. MXXX is so very sick today. OMG. And our presentation marks ALSO VERY SICK!!!! WTF!! I spend sooo much time on this, even flung my bio quiz and skipped lecture for it, AND THIS IS ALL I GET!!!????? I dont understand. I just dont understand. Really dont understand. Why are I get so low marks for it? Ok ok. Each member of the group is judged individually so of course i doubt i would get very high marks for it but not THAT LOW. T.T

Dont know what the *** is wrong with our tutor, Mr Mxxx. Ok he is sick but does he have to do this to us? ONLY US?? EH!!! WHY OTHER GROUPS GET SO HIGH MARKS BUT WE GET SO LOW MARKS. SO UNFAIR!!!!! Not only 1 person in that group got high marks but ALL!!! THIS IS NOT POSSIBLE!!! How can those who only read from slides and have no eye contact at all with audience and with poor English language skills get higher marks than us???

Im so so so disappointed. I think and think and thought and thought and thought what went wrong??? And in the end, in conclusion, in the nutshell, overall... I DONT KNOW!!!!


By the way, I dont like our tutor before that and NOW I HATE HIM!! And he mixed up our names; he did not know who is who and i believe he just simply write the marks because he does not care and he is sick and he MIXED UP OUR NAMES!! I dont know how is he going to get us mixed up when we say...

" Thats all from me. NOW I SHALL PASS MY TURN TO.. (the next person presenting)."

WTF!!

In conclusion, in the nutshell, in.. whatever.. HE IS NOT LISTENING!!

And I cant stop blaming myself for causing my group members and myself to get so low marks. Especially my good friend, who got less than HALF for the presentation

Just cant stop.

Just cant.

Just.. cant??


Came home. Feeling down and disappointed. Disappointed. Cant stop blaming myself. My fault. My fault. My... fault.

*Tears*